A heavy heart

I am still trying to write these thoughts each day but every now and then I will write another post. I feel I need to.

right now, I feel like I’m struggling. Life feels hard. One of my closest friends is going through an awful time and most of the time, I don’t have any words and it just hurts.
And then there’s me and God. I need to go deeper with him. i know it, i feel it but I can’t and I just don’t know why. Even last night at worship group I couldn’t quite let the holy Spirit in. Something was in the way.
I have felt for a while that I need to dream dreams with God but i can’t. Its hard.
I am trying to lead others in leading our CU and its a struggle. I need to fight but I don’t have the strength.

I feel weak, I feel empty, I feel inadequate and so much more.
I need to keep my eyes fixed on Him but everything around me is trying to pull my gaze away from Him.

3 comments April 23, 2010

Day 3

God the creator

Three verses/points that stood out:

1. Worthy are You,our Lord and God, to receive glory and honour and power for you created all things, and by your will they existed and were created. Revelation 4 v 11.

2. Remember, the origin of sin is in knowing God is there without giving him thanks or glory as we ought. Romans 1 v 21.

3. God created all things. If He had done nothing else, this alone would make Him worthy of glory, honour and power.

Wow. So true. When I see His glorious creation, do I cry out in thanks, praise and wonder to the Creator? Do you?

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